I have no words to describe how grateful i am today :) Alhamdulillah! It is my forth year of master's journey and again Alhamdulillah i've made it this far. This journey has almost to come to an end. I've been waiting for this moment for so long..so so so long. In these three years, Allah taught me a lot about life..about myself..i am blessed that Allah choose me to be in this journey. He knows me well..He knows what's the best for me..He is actually preparing me for the future..He know my capabilities..Allahuakhbar.
Never look back..that's what people say..even i told myself that. But today, i look back and i smile :) Too many sweet sour in this journey. Allah tested me with so many things that i never expected and He never leave me alone. On the first year of my study, i had monetary problem which needs me to work part time as home tutor. My car broke down and had to go for major services and i didn't pass my proposal defense within the year. It was a chaotic start for my masters journey. In my second year, my brother and dad had a major health problem which requires me to be with them in the hospital. Allah tested me with family matter but Alhamdulillah everything went well. In my third year, again Allah tested me with monetary problem. I have to work part time and change my mode of study from full time student to part timer. It was all in His hand. And this year..my forth year, i managed to finish my thesis writing and insyaAllah i will completed my Master's Degree this year. InsyaAllah :)
Throughout all the hardships..i learned valuable things and everything that happens actually is directing me towards Him. He has given me so many opportunities to get back to Him..to gain pahala..to contribute back to the community..and all the connecting dots are directing towards Him. Which..answering my dua. In every prayer, i will ask Allah to bring me closer to Him, to give me surrounding that reminds me of Him and Alhamdulillah He answer my dua. Thank you Allah :(
Moving forward, after i have completed my masters, im planning to gain more knowledge (maybe getting another masters or Phd?). The pain of gaining knowledge is so beautiful and i'm addicted to it. InsyaAllah..everything will be fine if we set good intentions in the beginning. I still have a long way to go :) And i also hope that..Allah will grant me someone (future husband) who can help me in achieving my dreams (to give back to the community, religion and even the world) and helps me in elevating my eeman so that both of us (everyone around us too) can be in jannah together. Ameen. To the future me, well done! It's all start with a small talk between mama and you, future planning that you paste on your room's wall and tadaaaa here you are! Moving forward, unstoppable to the next plan! I'm so proud of you Aisyah! Remember..you are what you think, you are what you imagine to be (it's proven right? Look how your life change since you adopting the imagining technique). No matter what people say, you do you! I wish you all the best! Remember..Allah is watching you.
-HPCC,9.54pm-
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